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So. My mom and step dad are getting a divorce. I Dont really like the man anyways so it doesnt bother me, as long as my mom is happy. But what is bothering me greatly is my stepdad, sisters and brothers all blame me for the marriage failing. Simply because im different really. My stepdad makes me out to be a selfish, malicious, bitch who just wants to ruin his life. They all think im a whore and trash of the family. And the funny part is they never say anything to my face. Their hate has been going on for years now..but now thier turn on my mom telling her she is a bad mother and her parenting skills are all wrong when it comes to me. What they dont understand is that i am a whole new ball game when it comes to a child, i have Bipolar disorder, panic disorder, PTSD, im a recovering drug addict at age 15, my biological father is sadly dieing, ive been through every kind of abuse in my life. Im not a bad kid, i get A's and B's, im not out with friends everynight, i have achieved more than most 18 year olds do in thier lifes, and i have solid goals i am working towards achieving. None of my siblings believe i have any kind if mental illness at all and the only time i do act out is when my medication isnt working. My sister has seem to forgot what her teenage years where like, she got kicked out at 15, dropped out of highschool at 17, was a super permiscious girl, and was extremly disrespectful towards my mom and stepdad. But now she has the right to tell me i am a Selfish Whore. I dont think so. For the past 6 months I have been to rehabs/treatments, i've been to weekly therepy ive concentrated on making my self better but yet my parents marrige still fails. So how can it be my fault? I guess it just is. Im dont with trying to prove to people i am a good person, they really truly just do not care. From now on im not taking any of there shit, if they think im a bitch now just see how bitchy i can get, cause i am one of the most laidback "doormat" people you'll ever meet but when im pissed you better duck and cover bitch. My family's thrown me under the bus to many times to beable to keep calling me family.
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